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Post by Antosha Cobb on Dec 19, 2009 4:59:43 GMT
His control broke, every emotion was leaking out. His eyes stayed focused on Brynn, a half smile creeping onto his face. Antosha watched him, calculating his movements, wanting him, but not wanting him to leave. A slight desperation washed over him, followed closely by an aching loneliness. His hand touched Brynn's cheek, a soft caress with his fingertips. His heart ached at the sight of the other, feeling as though it was beating out of his chest. Antosha leaned in slowly, pressing his lips softly against Brynn's. The kiss, though similar to their first one, was also different in many ways. His felt his second hand slid down to the small of Brynn's back, pulling them closer together. He didn't want to stop, but he did anyway, not wanting to scare Brynn any more then he probably already had. Oh god, I think I love him..
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Post by Brynn Ciel Devereux on Dec 19, 2009 5:05:32 GMT
It was unexpected. It was surprising. And it was perfect. He could feel himself being slowly lifted off the ground as Ant's lips met his own. He gasped at the sudden contact feeling himself being pulled closer. Soon after, it was cold all over. It was similar to their first kiss but this was different but in a good way. He smiled. "I..." But he didn't have anything to say, rather he leaned in slowly again meeting his lips, slipping a hand through Ant's arm and around his waist for better stability. He pulled away slowly for a breath. It was all so electric. He almost wondered how far they'd get. Brynn smiled again. "Wow..." was about all that escaped his lips at that moment.
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Post by Antosha Cobb on Dec 19, 2009 5:14:08 GMT
"Never said you should stop." Antosha joked, resting his forehead on Brynn's. He peered into the boy's eyes, trying to find an answer for his never ending question. Suddenly, it matter to him anymore, all he wanted to do was keep on kissing Brynn, never stopping. He sought out Brynn's lips with his own, smiling as he found them again. He pressed them together again, gently and shyly, running the very tip of tongue along Brynn's lower lip. A beast surfaced, quickly being smothered down again, no way was he taking anything that wasn't offered. Not tonight, not ever. Anotsha stopped, pulling away, trying to remember how to breath again.
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Post by Brynn Ciel Devereux on Dec 19, 2009 5:19:48 GMT
Brynn smiled and giggled a bit before being silence by Anto's soft and sweet lips. He could feel Anto's tongue glide across his own lips. When he pulled away Brynn followed him back to his lips. But pulled away seeing at how desperate he was being. He smiled blushing. "Sorry, I'm trying to kill you with kisses." He said giggling a bit. He barely gave him time to breath that’s why he had pulled away. He swallowed hard biting the lip Anto's licked. Brynn moved in closer to him looking up into his eyes with a slight glimmer. This seemed right somehow.
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Post by Antosha Cobb on Dec 19, 2009 5:24:38 GMT
"Please, kill me. I'd like that." his voice was soft, almost a purr. There wasn't much room left between them, but somehow Antosha managed to close the gap. Brynn was so small, fragile. How could someone like that ever make his heart beat faster? Antosha didn't care anymore, pressing his lips back onto Brynn's, trying to hide the need for Brynn. Somehow, he knew he was failing horribly.
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Post by Brynn Ciel Devereux on Dec 19, 2009 5:29:57 GMT
Brynn felt the gap close between them their bodies entwined. He could feel the pressure of Ant's kiss. "Mmm..." He couldn't get any words out. He was in a blisshis lungs burning before finally pulling away for a breath. He was dizzy with a strange new feeling. Brynn could feel how badly Anto wanted to kiss him. Honestly he didn't mask it well. But Brynn didn't care he had the same want. He tried to let Anto catch a breath before moving in again for another kiss. Were they making out now? He wondered this in the middle of a kiss, well it was just Brynn being Brynn. Soon though Anto swept him off his feet with those lips, those soft, warm lips.
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Post by Antosha Cobb on Dec 19, 2009 5:35:27 GMT
He wished they could move closer, move somewhere more private and secluded, but it wasn't going to happen. He pulled away from the kiss, an effort that broke his heart to shreds. Antosha placed his head gently on Brynn's, just talking his warmth. Yes, he wanted Brynn, but not until Brynn was ready. "Still confused?" he asked softly, leaning down to gently kiss Brynn again. Torn in two; wanting a boy who was confused, and not wanting him for the same reason. Antosha came to only one conclusion: confusion sucks.
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Post by Brynn Ciel Devereux on Dec 19, 2009 5:40:54 GMT
Brynn felt kisses come and go honestly time seemed to disappear when those words flowed so sweetly from his mouth. "Not anymore." He said with a smile. In all truth he was kind of, but how could he say that in this situation. But now he seemed as sure as ever kissing him like this. Brynn wanted privacy, to be comfortable, and for more skin to be touching. His clothes felt restricted. "We could always move to the room?" He asked quietly. "Or after the party if you want." He said with a small smile kissing him swiftly and softly.
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Post by Antosha Cobb on Dec 19, 2009 18:16:37 GMT
Antosha closed his eyes, trying to keep himself in a straight line. Well, as straight a line as a gay man could get. He open his eyes again, looking at Brynn steadily. A thousand responses came to mind, only one of them seemed to fit however. A line he rarely used on any one of the men he’d even met, but Brynn was different from all of them. “I think now would be better..” he offered a smile followed quickly by another kiss. It was slower then the others, somehow it even managed to be deeper, emotionally as it were. Antosha pulled back, just a bit, before he went to far. Not yet, he couldn't be trusted alone with Brynn, maybe he never would be. His hand gently rested on Brynn's cheek, not commanding attention but just sitting there. Just enough so Antosha could know this was reality, and not just another projection.
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Post by Brynn Ciel Devereux on Dec 19, 2009 22:50:08 GMT
Brynn just nodded feeling the emotional kiss hit him softly but with a strange new force. It was so strange and for those few seconds nothing seemed real or like it mattered. He lost his thought and could only feel. Feel Anto's lips, his hand. Everything was seemingly too perfect, too amazing, and he seemed too sure. He was losing his breath fast. Brynn wanted so badly to be alone with him.
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Post by Antosha Cobb on Dec 19, 2009 23:06:27 GMT
Antosha stepped away, gently grabbing Brynn’s hand. He couldn’t take being alone anymore, besides. The party was far to public for any of his tastes. “Come on..” he said softly, leading Brynn out of the main room and into one of the empty ones. He was only glad they were alone, and the room was dark. He waited for Brynn just inside the room, gently shutting the door behind him, not locking it in case one of them wanted to leave. Antosha sighed, bringing himself closer to Brynn again. He was too sweet, too innocent, too much like wine for an alcoholic. It would be a crime to hurt something so perfect, something so.. Everything. Antosha cradled the boy’s cheek in the palm of his hand before kissing him, feeling like he would break open from want.
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Post by Brynn Ciel Devereux on Dec 20, 2009 1:57:45 GMT
Brynn was lost in a whirl of activity. He was being walked to another room and upon entering it was quiet, dark, and they were alone. He was getting a bit nervous until he felt Ant's hand in the dark in gently touched his cheek as he bagan to blush a little happy Anto probably couldn't see. Then he felt those lips again. They seemed to mold so easily to fit his own. "Anto..." He said softly. "Uhm...I really like you." It sounded stupid in all of this kissing. But for some reason he needed to say it. To say it so it was understood.
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Post by Antosha Cobb on Dec 20, 2009 2:05:34 GMT
Antosha stopped what he was doing, gently pulling away from Brynn. He carefully thought over the words, trying to decide what to do. "I like you too." he said finally, looking away from the other boy. He didn't want to force Brynn into anything, so he better stop doing anything before it went to far. Yet, as he thought that he knew he would never be able to truly stop. Ever. But Antosha couldn’t risk it all crashing down, not when he felt like this. In the dark like this, alone, it brought a variety of actions to his mind, none of which he would actually be able to do. Unless Brynn made the first move.. Or if he cracked again.
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Post by Brynn Ciel Devereux on Dec 20, 2009 3:07:28 GMT
Brynn didn't quite know if he loved Anto. He wasn't even ready to consider saying those words. That's why he said like. Anto's reply made him glad. But for some reasone it seemed stupid to state the obvious. They both knew they like eachother. "No you don't understand." He said stepping forward closing the space that was made. "I like you more than you know or think." Brynn wrapped an arm around his neck standing on his tip toes to reach his lips pressing a soft kiss on them.
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Post by Antosha Cobb on Dec 20, 2009 3:16:54 GMT
Antosha wrapped his own arms around Brynn's waist, kissing him back gently. He pulled away long enough to talk himself. “Actually. I do understand.” He smiled, shaking his head. This had been a stupid idea. Nothing could ever come of this until Brynn was one hundred percent sure, and that was a huge number to be sure of.
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