|
|
Post by (Seth) Melville on Dec 18, 2009 0:42:30 GMT
"You don't get it, do you?" he demanded, slamming his hands down. He paused, looking around himself as he found the words to speak, "The world is not against you. Me and Diane have been dancing around each other for years before you came along and made it a war!" he shouted at her. "The school didn't split in half before you thought everyone should pick sides!"
|
|
|
|
Post by Mayu Nami Yoshiko on Dec 18, 2009 0:47:47 GMT
"I never thought anything like that." Her words were cold and icy, not a single shred of emotion left inside. It felt like someone had thrown ice cold water on her, feeling it cut open her skin as it froze. Mayu stopped quivering, any sign of that small frightened girl was gone. So it was her fault was it? Fine, let him blame her, see what good it did. A girl could only take so much before she snapped.
|
|
|
|
Post by (Seth) Melville on Dec 18, 2009 0:55:04 GMT
He gritted his teeth, shaking his head. "I-I'm sorry, I guess?" he said, not really sounding all too apologetic. "As I said, I'm not used to people doing stuff for me... it's, um..." he couldn't think of the word to say, knowing that the one he was left with would be cruel, "Clingy-? Imposing!" he corrected quickly. "I just don't want to be the one your life revolves around."
|
|
|
|
Post by Mayu Nami Yoshiko on Dec 18, 2009 1:02:57 GMT
"For one thing, don't be sorry. For the next? Fine, whatever. Guess what, have fun at your family's house." Her voice remained the same, nothing changed for her. Oh, so now she was clingy? Well whatever, she didn't need him anyway. All he wanted was a girl to parade around like a barbie doll, not a real girl. She had every intention of walking away just then, but somehow she couldn't bring herself to do it.
|
|
|
|
Post by (Seth) Melville on Dec 18, 2009 1:11:30 GMT
He was angry, and her tone was cold. It was like he was being talked down to, like everything he said was wrong to her. He already had enough people to make him feel stupid, and now he felt like that with the one person who thought was different. He shook his head, "Well sorry for not being used to someone being around! Sorry for being an independent guy!"
|
|
|
|
Post by Mayu Nami Yoshiko on Dec 18, 2009 1:16:19 GMT
"Right all your used to is one night stands, too many names for you to remember Mel?" he voice softened, breaking through the ice. Let him be pissed, even if he hit her she wasn't planning on going anywhere. She would stay until she was no longer wanted. Mayu knew her words would hurt him, probably feel like a slap in the face, but then again he was so unpredictable who knew.
|
|
|
|
Post by (Seth) Melville on Dec 18, 2009 1:27:21 GMT
He stepped back a little, offput by her relaxing tone, especially considering what she was saying, "Uh... yeah, pretty much. You expect anything less?" he asked her, turning away. He wanted to be able to fight her, to let out his anger, and this strange 'relationship' stuff made him uneasy.
|
|
|
|
Post by Mayu Nami Yoshiko on Dec 18, 2009 1:36:34 GMT
"I wouldn't dare, not like we could actually care about each other. All it ever was is a show, am I right Melville? Since, I'm assuming I'm just another girl added to your long list of girls fucked." She added a small laugh after the last bit, pretending she couldn't care one way or the other. Inside she was in tears, but none of them dared to actually show.
|
|
|
|
Post by (Seth) Melville on Dec 18, 2009 1:48:17 GMT
He stood perfectly still, feeling something inside him collapsing a little. "What...?" he asked, trying to take a step towards her and finding it hard, "Mayu... Mayu don't you get it? You're the first person I've ever given a damn about..." he said, looking at her, "This is why I'm finding it so hard to ... do anything. I'm-" he looked around himself, looking outside the door, and then back to her, "I'm terrified." he admitted to her.
|
|
|
|
Post by Mayu Nami Yoshiko on Dec 18, 2009 1:58:10 GMT
The last of the ice melted, leaving Mayu to feel exposed and vulnerable. She walked into the room quietly, pulling the door shut behind her. She wasn't expecting anything but she didn't want to be interrupted by anyone. "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said that I know.." she was almost silent in her effort remain calm. Not that screaming was on her mind, but crying might be the next thing. Her ice trick was stupid, and it hurt him, sometime soon she would need to learn to stop it. Stop it before it ever started again.
|
|
|
|
Post by (Seth) Melville on Dec 18, 2009 2:06:58 GMT
He shrugged and pulled away, walking over to his bed and finding space big enough to sit, facing away from the door. "S'ok, really." he said slowly with a smile. "I know I'm tough, and stupid and a twat when it comes to girls and... I just don't want you to be trapped with me." he said slowly.
|
|
|
|
Post by Mayu Nami Yoshiko on Dec 18, 2009 2:22:16 GMT
She remained standing, unsure what to do. "Your not stupid.." she said, staring at the floor just by his feet. Mayu knew she could never feel trapped by him, but she didn't dare say that unless she wanted to sound clingy. She winced, imposing was actually what he said..
|
|
|
|
Post by (Seth) Melville on Dec 18, 2009 2:29:04 GMT
He smirked, "Yeah, I am..." he said slowly. It just depressed him when people said he wasn't stupid; it was like saying someone who was a size 20 that they weren't fat. "I almost lost you, that's pretty stupid, isn't it?" he said, trying to laugh.
|
|
|
|
Post by Mayu Nami Yoshiko on Dec 18, 2009 2:38:10 GMT
Mayu moved over to his side, keeping her eyes grounded to the floor beneath her. With superman effort she looked up at him, her eyes slightly glazed. "Well, I'm still here aren't I?" her voice was smooth but slightly torn, desperate to reach out for him but she didn't dare. Not yet anyway, not after their little argument.
|
|
|
|
Post by (Seth) Melville on Dec 18, 2009 2:43:47 GMT
He leaned over and took her hand, looking up at her and seeing the glazed look in her eyes, "You are, thank you. But please, just promise me that I won't mean your world." he asked her, almost desperately, "Promise to have an escape root, friends that will take you back when... if I hurt you." he told her.
|
|
