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Post by Kit Livingston on Feb 6, 2010 2:51:46 GMT
Kit smiled nervously and blushed, something holding him back from smiling as cheerfully as he usually did. His eyes unfocused out as he found it hard to look at Zeke. "I... kinda did," he admitted, his hands running across the base of Zeke's back a little uncomfortably. "I-I thought things through - I thought a lot of things through for a... a long time..." he said, each word sounding like it was chosen especially, his sentences slow and nonrhythmic.
He shrugged, pulling himself closer, afraid that Zeke would think he had kept his mind changed and was just dragging him along. Kit would never dare do a thing like that, but he knew people that would. "I... just sort of realised that it shouldn't matter. I've come this far, and you make me happy, so... why care? You know?" |
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Post by Zeke James Vasser on Feb 6, 2010 3:43:14 GMT
Zeke frowned the thought of losing Kit worrying him. He pulled him close afraid if he let go he would disappear. Zeke looked down at him hearing the words coming from his mouth happy that he made Kit happy. Zeke smile slightly. "Then I'm happy I make you feel that." He said quietly kissing his lips quickly again.
But do you love me?
The question nagged at the back of his head wanting so badly to break free. He wanted to know if Kit loved him, if he was willing to go another step into this relationship. Zeke stopped himself realizing he would be pushing it.
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Post by Kit Livingston on Feb 6, 2010 3:50:08 GMT
Kit smiled, the kiss brushing against his lips. He never wanted it to end. Almost as soon as it was over he leant forwards into him, pressing his lips against him again, deeper and somehow softer than before,as his tougue parted his lips, dancing across his. It felt right, perfect, something completely natural from something he had always assumed would feel unnatural.
He smiled at him, not saying a lot because there was nothing to say. He wanted to say something sweet, like 'I love you' or 'I need you', but he wasn't quite at that stage yet. It was taking far longer for him to reach every step of the strange new form of relationship. There were some things he thought he would never be able to do. He closed his eyes lightly, pressing his cheek to his. Please be patient with me... he wanted to tell him, please wait for me... [/blockquote] |
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Post by Zeke James Vasser on Feb 6, 2010 4:22:17 GMT
His tongue pushed it's way in and Zeke was a bit surprised but rather began to kiss him back deeply. It felt so right as the kiss was broken again. It was a cycle of warmth and cold. Kiss and no kiss. Kit pressed his cheek against Zeke as if to just ask him for patience.
Zeke would wait, as long as it took, but he didn't want to lose Kit ever. "Please don't leave me Kit."He said softly.
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Post by Kit Livingston on Feb 6, 2010 4:33:35 GMT
Kit closed her eyes tightly, leaning his head against Zeke's cheek affectionately. Any other time and he would have been shocked that he'd even suggested it, forcing him to look into his eyes as he made him promise to never say such blasphemy again. But he couldn't. He felt like crying, hence why he closed his eyes so tightly, making sure they were close enough so that Zeke couldn't see him.
He slid his hands from around the boys waist to the top of his back, able to hold him closer chest to chest, an almost desperate cling. "I won't," he promised, barely breathing though he wanted to scream and cry and just hold Zeke forever. He just wanted to yell at himself, call himself weak and worthless, tell himself everything he already knew. Zeke deserved better than damaged goods. "I won't..." he repeated softly, kissing his cheek before pulling him back to him as tightly and tenderly as he could manage. |
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Post by Zeke James Vasser on Feb 6, 2010 4:58:01 GMT
Zeke felt his heart and Kits. Everything was so peaceful and quiet. He wished that maybe this wouldn't end. Zeke heard his promise smiling. He wouldn't even imagine losing Kit. Zeke felt his tender hug and care. Trying his best to return it. He pulled away to plant another soft and long kiss on Kit's lips before speaking up. The sun was a bit orange. "Maybe we should get inside, I can't feel m fingers." He said with a smile realizing how cold it was getting.
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Post by Kit Livingston on Feb 6, 2010 5:04:05 GMT
Kit smiled, drowning in his kiss and almost afraid that his legs would give in. Hearing Zeke's complaint, he took his hands in his, blowing warm breath onto them both before pressing them to his lips. They did seem cold. He looked up at Zeke, a warming smile dancing in his eyes as he nodded. "Where do you want to go?" he asked. [/font] |
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Post by Zeke James Vasser on Feb 7, 2010 2:59:02 GMT
Zeke smiled at his small act of care. "Wow, my fingers feel much better now." He said giving Kit another small kiss. "Hey you stole my question, I was supposed to ask you that." He said with a small grin. "I'm fine with wherever you want to go Kit." He said with a smile. "And don't say you want me to pick." He said poking Kit's noise gently.
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Post by Kit Livingston on Feb 7, 2010 15:27:10 GMT
Kit smiled and looked down. Making decisions was hard; it made it unavoidable to know that he was the one who was doing this all. He blushed, holding onto his hands and putting his fingers through his. "Thats just not fair..." he told him, "I asked first, you decide." he told him, smiling widely at him.
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Post by Zeke James Vasser on Feb 18, 2010 0:20:28 GMT
"Ah but I asked second, and two is greater than one." He said with a grin. "Well okay...just because you're too darn convincing." He said smiling an arm around Kit's waits loosely. "Well there's a lot of places, it depends on how you feel." Zeke said quietly.
"We can go grab a bite to eat if your hungry, go shopping if you want." He said pulling Kit closer with each suggestion. "We can go back to the room...if you're tired I mean." He said quietly looking into his eyes. "Buuut it all depends on how you feel." He said with a small smile.
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Post by Kit Livingston on Feb 18, 2010 0:31:18 GMT
Kit laughed, threading his arm through Zeke's so that they could both hold each other loosely. "So let me get this straight.... You decide to be a loving boyfriend by making the decision of telling me all the places so I have to make the decision..." he said slowly, testing each word with casual humour. It was clear that this wouldn't go very far very quickly considering how indecisive they both were.
"Zeke, I feel like having a day out with my boyfriend... as weird as that still is for me to say it," he added with a frown, suddenly realising that it was still strange. Surely it was meant to be normal by now? With all things considered, a little thing like that shouldn't matter. But it did, and probably always would. But he couldn't let that deter him. "The rest is up to you." [/font] |
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Post by Zeke James Vasser on Feb 18, 2010 2:19:21 GMT
"Ah darn, you foiled my plan." He said with a smile. This was a circle so Zeke had to make the decision. He let off a sigh. "Oh I hate choosing things, because I want them to be perfect...for you at least." He said smiling. "And it's hard to make someone happy when you don't know exactly what makes them happy." Zeke said with a shrug.
"Well if you want to go out today we can see that movie that I thought we saw so long ago, you remember the fake memory?" He meant for it to be a joke but now it seemed like a bit of a cold memory. "Eh...that sounded better in my head." He admitted quietly. "And then maybe somewhere to have some dinner. Or if you prefer we can ice skate, I'm sure there’s a good place to do that around here." He said looking around. This was a bit last minute had he more time he would have put more thought into things.
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Post by Kit Livingston on Feb 18, 2010 2:30:27 GMT
Kit smiled, the ideas forming real plans in his mind, each one seeming to pile into a very exciting day. He moved fully infront of Zeke, putting his hands on the side of his head as he said softly, "It sounds perfect," and then he leant forwards and gave an equally soft kiss against his lips.
He put his forehead against his, holding him and swaying slightly, happy to just be around him. Wherever they were would be find, as long as they were together... though some would be more scary than others. "See? You just needed a little push in the right direction and you turn into an instant romeo," he said with a smile. [/blockquote] |
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Post by Zeke James Vasser on Feb 22, 2010 2:10:39 GMT
Zeke smiled at his touch. He kissed him back his arms wrapping around Kit's waist. "Well I try to be your Romeo, happy I'm succeeding for once." Zeke said with a smile kissing Kit again. "C'mon then lets get started." He said grabbing Kit's hand in his walking back toward the town square. "I'm thinking either bowling or a movie?" He said turning to Kit.
"I chose once, now it's your turn." He said with a small grin.
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Post by Kit Livingston on Feb 22, 2010 2:27:00 GMT
He smiled softly. Romeo seemed about right, as this seemed as forbidden as any love could be. He dared not think of what his family would be like if they knew. But then again, they didn't have to know, did they? It wasn't like there was any connections between the school and his family... He barely knew anyone from the same country. "Movie sounds best." he said with a nod. In groups, bowling was fun, but in couples it could sometimes be a little unsociable. Besides, the cinema was dark and there was comfort in knowing they couldn't be seen. "See, I made a decision. You proud of me?" he teased a little, taking his hand and slowly walking back towards the town. |
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